MORNINGS: 4.24.13

by Shannon Herrick


 Ode to a Morning

I wake in a pool of sweat
and I know this morning will be different

I know because I don't want to clamp my eyes shut
when I perceive the hazy early light spreading

opening

I know because I rise and my head isn't swimming

floating

I know because I stand in the shower for a long time
and the water doesn't feel like tiny needles
driving into my skin

raw
 

I don't have to wipe the slate clean
It has been done for me 

It has come upon me like any other morning, I know
It is always a clean slate, I know

But I feel so different

I fell asleep on an island where the light made me wince
and the tea transformed itself to broken glass as it slid down my throat

I wake, washed upon a different shore
and the waves lap against my feet
tickling my mind and body into wakefulness

renewed
restored

It doesn't always feel like this
but the opportunity is there

Every morning we find ourselves on a strange new shore

A fresh wave of invincibility in the wake of illness
A fresh wave of pain in the wake of tragedy
A fresh wave of exhilaration in the wake of passion
A fresh wave of  anxiety in the wake of hitting "send"

Or it can just be fresh

Every time 

Maybe tomorrow I will just let it wash over me
but today I will ride the wave.

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