Holding: 09.11.13

i wear her watch
sometimes

even though the batteries 
have long since drained

i wonder what she would think about that

just a way to hold

sometimes
memories need an anchor

i noticed it
at least i think i did

when we worked at a puzzle until the whole afternoon had drifted away at that card table

when we cut the sugar cookies 
and you didn't mind that i infused the dough with so many hues of food coloring that it finally settled on puce

when you carefully measured 1/4 cup of chocolate chips for me to nibble on while I did my homework
i never questioned the measurement
just tried to make them last longer than they did the day before

i can only remember you in those ways when i wear the watch

you weren't wearing it
the last time i held your hand

i'm glad for that

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