Quench: 08.20.2013

Her tiny hand reached up and grabbed a blueberry that looked on the verge of bursting. She immediately popped it into her mouth.

"It so yummy mommy!!!"

She had just turned three years old. She chose blueberry picking to celebrate. It was a beautiful August day, slightly cloudy, with just enough cover from the glaring summer sun. She chattered and giggled while winding through the rows of engorged bushes. Her tiny fingers flitting from blueberry to blueberry. Half of the harvest found it's way into her bucket while the other half found their way into her tummy. He purple stained teeth gleamed every time she grinned at me.

I couldn't believe she was three. It happened so quickly. I had been warned it would but this, this happened in warp speed. It feels like it was just recently that she depended on my for her sole source of nutrition. And now, today, she was feeding me her freshly picked berries.

"Here, mommy! They dee-licious!"

She popped another ripe berry into my mouth and went back to hunting down the bluest of the blueberries. I fought back tears. So bittersweet, watching her grow. Her baby years are over, her childhood ahead of us. She is so amazing.

We decided we had gathered enough for the day and headed back to the car, picking "just one more" as we walked. I lifted my face to the sun, silently giving thanks for this day, for all the days I have been given. Feeling gratitude for these moments. The moments that quench my soul.

Quench: 08.19.2013

Photo by Richard Lui



My Lover comes to me,
soft and fierce in rough and tumble gentle,
with liquid eyes
eyes that melt
melt pools in the divots of my belly.
I am the high desert mesa
drenched in summer storm
where water finds the path of least resistance.

My Lover is modest in all the true ways.
No need for disguises of convoluted extravagance.
Only unadorned, naked simplicity.
For are not the red rocks exposed each day without SPF 30?
The ocotillo, like upright seaweed, erect in a splendor all its own?
The velvet mesquite accepts its thorns and still offers its sweet pods
to coyote and human alike. 

(savoring shy tension
delicious anticipation
patient affection)

The night is warm,
the sky bejeweled in open expanse.
Here, there is only space--
a limit of forever.

This is the land we travel
resting in between
never reaching a destination
arriving Home in motion.

In this place,
in the secret sweetness of dark hours,
the streaks of ancient light
fling themselves off the edge of their last dance.

We marvel at this display of Time
and then enter and lose our way.

I believe in this happily ever aftermath...